Tears of Loneliness

It happened on one of the 過冬 years back, when I was still in KK studying....



I made a call to my friend Steve on 過冬::

AhTak :" Oi, want come out YamCha onot ? Maybe go Pub ?"

Steve :" No lo, today cannot go out lah, is 過冬, dinner at home ... "

AhTak :" Diu ... ok lah ~ "



Another call to Pang::

AhTak:"Lao ban ~~~ want go YamCha ?"

Pang :" Diao ni lah, tonight 過冬 lah, dinner at home..."

AhTak:" Mahai.... ok lah ... "



Same answer I get from all of the other friends I called, I felt abit down .... Just when I finish calling almost everyone in my Address Book, My phone rings and it's from my mom ...


Mom :" Ei ? no go out meh ?"

Me :" No ler, all my friends staying home for dinner"

Mom:" Yaler, today 過冬 mah, sure stay at home lah, why don't go out have a good dinner, ask money from your dad lah, hehehe"

Me :" hmm... maybe later lah ... where are you guys ?"

Mom:" At Grandpa's house ler, having dinner with all the auntie uncle mah .. so noisy . hahaha." *people shouting and laughing at the background*

Me :" oh ... ok lah, maybe later I will go Ta Pao and eat lah ..."

Mom:" Ok lah... later I call you lah"



I felt tears in my eyes after I hung up...



I have no idea how much I miss my family, I have no idea how long I didnt see them, I have no idea how much of Love my parents have over me, but I am sure they loved me more than they love themselves....

8 Comments:

  1. +wennie said...
    aiyo... u lei yeh again lah. come come. come to my house, i kasi u 姨媽巾 to ji huet 1st den only continue emo.

    oh! pls remind me to call my lou mou buy 2-3 kg 白鳳丸 for u ah. k?
    may said...
    it may sound "commercialised" or too idealistic, but I've always felt that parents' love for their children is unconditional. I'm sure your folks have you in their hearts all the time, above their own needs.
    Anonymous said...
    brother. some times we miss our family very much.... but , what to do. have to "找吃" mah.
    but , u can prepare early mah. like buy airasia 2days 1 night to go back ur home eat with ur family for"中秋节" lah, ”做冬“ lah,"端午节” lah. if u buy the ticket early very cheap mah."cik the cicket"....... go back with ur g-friend loh.
    brother, anhtime need help just call me......

    steve,
    Winn said...
    i miss my family toooooo!
    AhTak said...
    +wennie:
    Aiyah ... I lei yeh everyweek one lah ~hehehhe. No need the 白鳳丸, I eat Ju Gon can already ~ HAHAHAHa

    LittleMissMay:
    That doubtless... I wonder if i can do the same to my kids in the future.. I think I will ...

    Steve:
    Oi Lin C ~!!! Glad to see you here ~~~
    Here not as easy compare to last time when I wans working in your shop ler, got to apply leave, the stupid airport so far, for to look for place to park my car when I'm not around. Last time KK-Tawau 45mins can gau dim,senang lah.. now ... 1 hour to LCCT, then 2.5hour flight haih..... Eh, can still play bass in your shop ah ?hehehehe

    Winn:
    Jia Ren Shi jui Hao De ... Wo ji dao le .....
    Anonymous said...
    u think u only meh alone... bozz ... me even worse man... my off day kena as to work like hell....
    in my heart i say f**K my bozz...
    hehe same same ler..


    tommy
    AhTak said...
    Tommy:
    Haih.... what to do ler, cari makan... Come, tonight yam cha is Sadong, or is there any new place to lepak ?~
    Anonymous said...
    Ai ya,

    Very touching leh...
    even for an old man like me.
    Miss home-cooked food ?
    Trying doing it yourself...

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