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Was in SODA Sri Hartamas last night... Having fun and spend some money and look at hell alot of chicks..Hots chicks to be specific.

Attendies:
AhTak
Ray ( AhLei)
HonZai
Rei ( HonZai's Korean friend)

Let's talk about 'L'.
The night was boring at first where we all just shit around and look at the chicks walking by. Until this girl call 'L' pass me by and i wisper to her ears:" Hello Leng Lui". I was just trying to be funnny and did expect her to have any respose ove me loh ... Who knows, AhTak was lucky. After the wisper I just trun around and walk back to where the guys were. Then I feel someone is chasing me at the back..... Is the girl I wispered to !!!

L :"Hi, my name is L"
Tak:"Hi, I am AhTak."
L :"........"
Tak:"..........."
L : "........"

Then we all get to know her name and chit chat abit...

L :"I go first ah, to meet some friend first"

And so I got her number at the second conversation when she came back to us later.
Old trick I used, pass her my phone and hope she didn't run away with it.

But I won't be calling her loh, maybe I felt the oldness inside me already, too old to fool around with girl in the club.




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THis thing sucks...spoiler of the night!

Close your eyes, feel the music and get your body shaking! Don't worry bout your dancing skills Gentlements. NO one cares how you dance inside. Girls inside the clud will have thier eyes on thier BF or on thier phone's LCD screen, guys will look anf chicks around.
What i learned last night was...

Just be honest and have the guts to talk to those hot chicks walking around you. Mostly is that they don't even look at you, but that's fine borthers, leave her alone and get the next one. Just be clean in your mind and dun look at thier body all night long, I asure you higher chance if you look at thier eyes instead of thier 'SpotLights'.

Been so down and unhappy lately ... It really hard for me to squeeze out jokes for you guys out there. Furthermore I am abit of 'cold' already in Pictures taking.

It makes me feel so bad and so down when people are not interested or evene worse, not even want to look or listen to what you are up to. Sad.....

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Made a call just now....

Me : Ui ... where you ?
Him: Home lah, playing game. What you want?
Me : Want to come out tonight ? Go for some beers.
Him: Where lah ?
Me : Dunno yet, want to see if you want to join first.
Him: No lah... No money.
Me : Diu, haven't got your pay yey meh ? come out lah.
Hi : Diu, Yesterday spend so much. Me not like you lah.I got car and house to load lah.

Till then I just dunno why I "fire Up"..... I think I never say no to anyone who asked me out. NEVER. No matter I have money or not, I just say yes. Or maybe I am just too lonely to stay at home or maybe it's the fear of staying alone at home.

I really "fire Up" at the last sentence.

"Diu, yesterday spend so much.Me not like you lah.I got car and house to load lah."

It sounds like he think that i don't need to work and will got money automatically pops-up in my bank account. Or maybe me dad prints money.


Listen up. I just lost my PowerBook,which is the second one within 1 year. I am now so worry where to find money to get a new one. How i wished I don't need to get a PowerBook, if it's not I have work to do one it, if I am not into photography, If I don't need to move around, If i dont need to watch videos, if i don't need to stay connected with friends overseas, if i dont need to write blogs, if i dont need to surf the net. I didn't get the PowerBook for free. I still owe my dad money. Which means I need to pay back my dad, then savings, then only i can get a new one. You have any idea how much I got to save? RM3000 to pay back my dad, then RM 5000++ for a new one, then RM5000++ to go Japan with Lei.

Fuck lah, you all have TV, playstation, computer, Hi-Fi with ultra-super-many channel speakers, got people to talk to you at home. I got nothing man !

Don't blame me if you've got not enough money in your bank, my freinds, it's not my fault, and it's certainly not my fucking problem. You think I dun wished to get a house and a car? Me is just being kind trying to gather more friends around to have fun, don't speak out these fucking words to me if you are not in a good mood ! Me also got mood !

Who the hell am i supose to blame when i lost my PowerBook ? Blame my boss for not to hire more people to work ? Blame my stupid college for not taking care of my PowerBook while I am busy ? Blame the fucker who stold my PowerBook ? Blame those people for not coming to working while they knew it would be not eough people to work that day ? Blame my dad for not being rich ? Blame my mom for not sponsoring me for a new PowerBook ? Blame the CCTV which is not working ? Blame the Security who is not doing thier job ? Blame ..... Blame Lanjao ah !? You think you can get what you want after you blame everyone on the earth ?! NO I tell you ! You gets nothing !

You have no money ?!
You have no gf ?
you have no friends?
You have no car?
You have no house?
You have nothing just like me ??

That's your own fucking problem !

Don't feel like working ...
Don't feel like talking ...
Don't feel like blogging ...
Don't feel like eating ...

Don't even feel like living ........

Nina : Helo, bang ?
Bang: .................
Nina : Rindu sama I tak?
Bang: ................
Nina : Ish, jahat-nya bang.
Bang: ................
Nina : I kat A-Pot dah, kejap lagi terbang.
Bang: ................
Nina : Oh, Nina rindu nak mati sama bang nie.
Bang: ................
Nina : Lama la tu seminggu.
Bang : ..............
Nina : Janji tak mengurat tau ?
Bang :...............
Nina : Nati Nina potong burung abang.
Bang : ...........
Nina : Eeeee, jahat-nya, hehehehehe
Bang: ............
Nina : Dah, I nak naik kapal dah, muakssss.
Bang : ..........
Nina : hehehe, I love you daah.

Disclaimer: I didn't hear anything. The conversation were just imaginated. Please fill the Bang's sentences with imagination.

First we have Miss Amber Chia to walk on the International Stage.

And now we have miss Wendy Lu, Miss Malaysia Tourism,
Second Runner-Up + Miss Newell: Ms. Wendy Lu Jih Chiou, Communication Executive of Sutera Harbour Resort (Contestant No. 11)



article from: here

Here I know that an old friend of mine is still ALIVE !.
I know she is working in Sabah KK.
That she is well-paid in Sutera Harbour Resort.

All the best to you !

For what I did, I felt guilty and I felt sorry,
Things happend between us, around us,
You were always there to cheer and care,
No one have never ever touched my heart,
it makes me feel safe and pampered.

For all we've been together,I never knew.
You have been the biggest part in my life.

I thought i have already found the love of my life,
I thought of showing you the wedding ring,
I thought i was ready,
yet I am not.

Work, get home,cook for you, have dinner together,
watch some tv shows, chit-chat abit,get to sleep.
when I woke up and breakfast are ready.
nothing more could I ask for.

Datings on weekends,share some time together,
Looking at the way you smile to me.
I should have show you the ring then,
I know you're gonna say 'Yes'.

I thought come here with you are stupid,
something I don't think I will ever do.
But I am here coz of you.
I wished to share more time with you,
I wished to be the one you want to be with,
I wished to shopping with you,
I wished to go Genting with you.
I wished ... to show you I really care.

Now I think everything have changed,
which changes me too.

I don't feel like calling you anymore,
I dun want to make things worse,
Don't want to ruin your new life,
Don't want to waste you're time.

Am glad to see new faces around you,
hope someone better will come along your life.

For so many nights I felt tears when i think of you,
For so many time I wanted to call to let you know,
For so many songs that will remind me of you,
For so much love we seen within,
For so much tears in me,
when you said the last Good Bye.

I don't believe it
是我放弃了你
只为一个没有理由的决定
以为这次我可以
承受你离我而去
不必让你伤心
却刺痛自己
一个人走在傍晚七点的KLcity
等着心痛就像黑夜一样的来临
I hate myself
又整夜追逐梦中的你
而明天只剩哭泣的心
怎么才能让我告诉你我不愿意
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定
我要告诉你斥我不愿意

song by: 优客李林

What Is in thier mind ??? Hello auntie uncle, you don't milk your kids in people's shops lah, somemore it's a COMPUTER SHOP !!! Heloo !~~~~

Family gathering or Milking competition ??? What the ?

So what's next ? Bring some BBQ stuff and have a gathering or perhaps bring some bantals and tilam ?

Nowadays ....

D1/2 : Tak ah, can you help me on ...
Tak: Soli ah, I got things to do...

D1/2: Tak ah, can you teach me...
Tak: Soli ah, I dunno also ...

D1/2: Tak ah, I am having problem on ...
Tak: Soli ah, I dun know that also ...


From now on, I am not going to teach anything or help the D1 and D2 on anything... ANYTHING ! I had enuff of their stupid faces and attitude.

You have no knowledge over Mac, that's your problem,
You dunno how to fix machinese, your problem,
You want to ask me questions? Pay some respect.
You need my help ? Nah, dun feel like doing it.

For customers that have problems and need help, but asked D1 and D2 first instead of me.. hahaha soli lah. I think the best "they" or you can do for yourself is to pray lah ~ I am not going to speak or even touch the machine. Uhh Uhh, No no ...

PS: For those who don't know who is D1 and D2 please kindly give me call or visit Cindy in my another branch at Low Yat. Since she is the one who invented it !

For years I've been dreaming of a steady and normal life.
Now I think've if got it.
No computers no PS2,
No GF coz love,
No cars and no house,
No friends to shit around,
No readers to comment.
Amen.

Stuck in a routine life is somehow good ler...
Your life will be so routined that you don't need to think "what's next" or "who's next",
Since you are somehow been "programmed" to live your life ,

Live a life your way or the 'programmed' way,
your choice.